I hope 5 years down the road this will be the avenue I will look back on.
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Sunday, July 21, 2013 ▪ 2:53 PM
I had a short mental breakdown at night yesterday because I was really overwhelmed with the work that was piled up. Today I saw Janna at the bus stop on my way too school and I was really happy to see her, as always. After certain incidents in my life, I've always hated to confine my problems to other people because I don't wanna be a burden to them. Just thank God for Janna, is awesome to have someone sharing the faith as you and someone that will keep reminding you of God's love.
While we were on the bus, Janna went "girl, i think this is for you" and damn, the devotional was so apt at the moment. Indeed, God is my Prince of Peace :)
really thankful to have someone that I can share my problems with it. I really appreciate her as my spiritual friend :)
While I was having dinner yesterday, Mr Ziggy whatsapped me and told me I need to renew my passport by friday then Miss June whaatsapped me and asked me for the photos that needed to be printed for our OEP presentation. When I went home, Miss mel tagged me in a post on facebook and asked me to hand up all the forms for INTO (Internship Overseas) by tomorrow. I was just so overwhelmed by the last minute things I needed to do on top of the things I've already planned to do before hand - study Medlaw, finish my WISP presentation, start on my PFM proposal and start doing my OEP video for presentation.
While I was renewing my passport yesterday night (since that's the most important thing for now), everything went smoothly until the processing of payment. The website just couldn't process the payment! I tried applying it again and the website said my application has been sent and I was like "what in the world? they havent even accepted my payment!!!" I was so scared like it wouldn't go through because I needed to renew it ASAP so i can do my china visa!!! Halfway through renewing my passport, I realised shit I havent bought my balloons for Activation tomorrow!!! And we need the long sculpting balloon. At the point when i realised i forgot to buy on my way home, I new im GG-fied. Because which party shop opens at 9.20pm?!?!?!?!?!?! My mum went, you can buy it at NTUC!
So i took my wallet and ran out of my house to the nearest NTUC, I was crying and running at the same time because I felt so lost at the moment. Felt like a failure for not doing things correctly. When i went to the nearest NTUC, they didn't sell the long balloon and i cried again. I ran to the AMK hub NTUC. This time round i realised I didn't bring my ATM card because I was doing the passport payment and I left it at home. This time round I am cursing in my soul. I WAS LIKE WAHLAU WHY SO SUAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i woke up early today and went to NTUC to buy the long balloon. I felt really tired and just tired. After buying the balloons, I went to take the shuttle bus and at the bus stop, I saw janna. She was shocked that I bought the balloons because apparently, Elias bought the balloons too -_-"
Holymamachickennugget. So yesterday's crying could have been avoided!!! Oh goodness!